exam is just around the corner!

hehehehe. wow! thanks! menyejukkan hati dgn bicara2 manis.... so, we're so "lucky" to know our examination timetable! thanks again. so, this is how its going to be!

haaaaaa...sket punye besar lg...sume subject yg mcm xminat, berat sume mcm dekat2 la kan...=(

jd? ape tggu lg? dok asyik sibok risau la......jadual pack....risau la, byk lg xstudy....takot la...bla3...segala mcm bla lg la! tp, still, kat mane i ade? dpn lappy! good kot? study lah tu! xpon buat esaimen! WT.............................? dok dpn lappy maen segal mcm game online yg ade lah! bak kata hj nazri: 

manusia palingggggggggggggg baaaaaaaaaaanggggggangggggggggggggggggggggg skali!

ye...btol la kot....kalau skarang ko xnak pk, sampai bile2 jgn pk! nnt da kuar resul pon, dpt 1. something2 pon, jgn la nak pk segala macam kalau yg boleh wujud dlm dunia ni....tension dgn jadual? cr yg terbaik bkn tok pk jadual, tp cr nak jwb ape yg ade dlm jadual tu! mcm i, da tau da nak jwn pkai ape! hehehehe...td da gi cari da dgn alifah n fara....jeng3! 

alat tulis okayyyy...bukan gi cr toyol kat tok bomoh mane2! 

so, ni dpt PERCUMA! =) 

mengenangkan jadual exam, saya berdebar nak menempuh 2012...=(

"i wish i can stop eating for a while"

hey there. i'm so very crazy right now. i feels like i can't stop eating. i am craving for so many type of food. hurm.

so, lately, i love to cook. thanks again housemate coz rela ke x ke, diorg mkn jgk my horrible cooking. ade sbb tertentu... hahahaha. so, semalam, i manage to cook rendang x rendang (izzudin, 2011) or maybe it was called subrendang by me, and atiq. hahahaha!

so, this is how it looks like. rupe pon xbape nak cantik....rase, lagi la...hurm....ye...saye tahu...saya yg masak...=(

so, this is our lunch...subrendang with white rice. i mkn tambah 2 kali la jgk....thanks to barakah coz tolong habiskan sume2...=)

so, da kenyang tu, alifah lak sampai umah...pastu.........................she gave me something! OMG!

tau x ape ni?

ye, tu la twisties. alifah bg sy mkn bende tu just after, xsampai sejam mknn nasi. and yes, i manage to finish it. doh!

so, xlame pastu, xsampai lg sejam, ade la lg 1 angle dtg.......atie balik! so, konon2, nak mkn malam. tp tetibe atie ckp die ade bwk chocolate cake! OMG! appetizer! xtahan2...so, i tros terkam the chocolate cake, then, mkn kuey teow goreng yg mak atie masak. yummy! =)

ye, saya bahagia bila mkn. tp sekarang saya da terlebih mkn. i gained 7 kg! OMG! doh! =(

da mlm...tgh2 main tetris battle, tetibe cik ana jiran sebelah terjah masuk...sebelah i ade kuey teow mak atie yg i tgh sibok dok nak abeskan....

so, bekas sebesar ni, i habiskan? wow!

ni rojak yg cik ana bg...dah la..............i mmg suke giler mkn rojak. doh! cobaan...tp, still, i am the first person to eat the rojak. tahniah kina!

so, bkn salah i kan? i am now in PMS. so, food craving is one of the symptom. btol, xtipu...xcaye, search. so, bkn salah i! =)

so, next week kottttttttttttttttt...kot, start diet. hahahaha! ;p

life is a race.

have you ever watch 3 idiot? i found it funny! hahahaha. so Professor Virus used to say that LIFE IS A RACE. korg rase? semalam, i got a message from my sis, another sister. our elder sister's baby inside her womb.....

this is the wonder of US (girls, women). it only happen inside us. subhanallah. amazing! 

this is what it supposed to be during the 20th week of pregnancy, which is my sister is currently in.

currently, at the 20th week. da besar la kan? da cukup sifat! 

what actually happen is that, she went to the hospital expecting to see her baby via USG. very excited! however, expect the unexpected...her baby is not in a good condition. physically, everything is just fine, but, looking inside...jantung baby....pumping action occurs, but... doktor ckp...ni doktor la ckp...jantung berfungsi ok, tp, no blood flow seen in the u/s. huh?she went to 4 hospital to confirm it. with hope that 1 hospital would say " your baby is ok!" however....

 so, actually, it's really "kun faya kun". xtau nape. tp baby xde darah. supposingly, darah tu will be seen on the image as white. tp xde. hitam je. so, doktor pon ckp, btau my sis, ur baby got no hope. either you abort the baby, or let it die inside your womb and after then we take it out. mcm sedih giler lah kan? huh? so, currently, she's unable to do the abortion. she choose to wait till the baby's heart stop pumping. inside her! ya ALLAH, subhanALLAH. 

so skrang, every nite, nak tdo...menunngu saat baby pergi. kakak saya terpaksa melalui saat sedih tu lebih lama lg. semoga kakak saya tabah menghadapi ujian. anybody, lets pray for her. insyaALLAH...ALL IS WELL.

"ALLAH janji tok bagi ape yg kita perlu, bukan ape yg kita mahu"

"ujian ALLAH tu hanya untuk hamba2NYA yg DIA tahu mampu nak tanggung. oleh itu, bersabar lah menghadapi ujianNYA, sebab kita MAMPU!"

"kekuatan xkan datang, tp ia perlu dibina."

selepas berusaha, berdoa lah. DIA lah yg lebih mengetahui setiap sesuatu. 

by remembering HIM....subhanallah...=)

Bahagia itu dari dalam diri 

Kesannya zahir rupanya maknawi 

Terpendam bagai permata di dasar hati 

Bahagia itu ada pada hati 

Bertakhta di kerajaan diri 

Terbenam bagai mutiara di lautan nurani 

Bahagia itu ada di jiwa 

Mahkota di singgahsana rasa 

Bahagia itu adalah suatu ketenangan 

Bila susah tiada gelisah 

Bila miskin syukur pada Tuhan 

Bila sakit tiada resah di jiwa 

Bukankah Tuhan telah berfirman 

Ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah 

Jiwa kan menjadi tenang 

Kebahagiaan itu suatu kesyukuran 

Bila kaya jadi insan pemurah 

Bila berkuasa amanah 

Bila berjaya tidak alpa 

Bila sihat tidak lupakan Tuhan 

Hakikatnya bahagia itu 

Adalah ketenangan 

Bila hati mengingati Tuhan 

Semua insan kan mengerti 

Maksud terseni Ilahi 

Itulah zikir yang hakiki

choose to be happy by choosing to be with HIM. =)

bergembiralah...=)

emosi. hahahaha. jgn ikot kan sgt ye awak. ye2. awak2 sume lah! =)

tu sume2 perasaan kita yg dimainkan oleh syaitoooooooooooon. hehehe. so what actually happen to me? yes, i am a bit unhappy today, no, these few days. why? sebab saya terlalu merelakan diri dimain2kan oleh syaitooooooooooooooon! hahahaha. cobaan 


so? what would you do if you were me? i am not really good in keeping my feeling to myself. i used to express it even though i didn't mean to. lol! so, di kala berkecamuk ini, i pon alhamdulillah, manage tok masak nasi goreng pattaya yg i never try before. hahahaha. for me, if i think i am unable to be happy due to bla3... org2 yg i sayang boleh byk membantu tok membuat kan saya tersenyum kembali! =)


so, since, my parents, my family jaoh...so, the next people i love the most is.....jeng3....

them! thanks guys.

i am a very bad chef. i really cant cook. my cooking is like horrible, terrible, every single -ble yg boleh included to describe lah! hehehe. even though camtu, thanks kat diorg sbb slalu je buat i gembira dgn makan makanan yg i cook. hehehehe. thanks again! i just love to look at them. i am able to smile again when i heard them laughing while eating, smiling, talking to each other. 

sbb tu sometimes, xde masa pon, i try my best to make breakfast. even breakfast bodo2 mcm cekodok,air milo pon. jd,. rajin sket bihun goreng, nasi goreng. hahahaha.   slalu la siap lambat. terima kasih la ye amira n atie yg sanggup tggu saya. hehehehe.

alhamdulillah. 

home is where your loved ones in it. alhamdulillah. i am home. 

so, tomorrow, atie and kak alifah ade presentation pathology, so, good luck! hopefully dpt lebih focus ye kamu2 tok wat preparation malam ni! =)

so, back to my cooking! hahahaha! ni la hasilnya! 

see? xberseri lgsg rupe. apetah lagi rasa. hahahahaha!

ni keropok hangus saya. nak tgk? 

haaaaaaa....nampak tu? hangus! hahahaha! i've told you.

i skip my dinner today. i mmg xlapar pon. saje masak tok mereka. heeee~ =)

beruntunglah sesiapa yg ada org syg yg xkesah pon mcm mana pon keadaan korg. i'm gaining. so, i need to loose some weight. since my someone likes me better if i am not that FAT.hahahaha. so, since i am a person yg akan happy dgn membuatkan org yg i syg happy, so....=)

pk positif! nak sihat! ;p