life is a race.

have you ever watch 3 idiot? i found it funny! hahahaha. so Professor Virus used to say that LIFE IS A RACE. korg rase? semalam, i got a message from my sis, another sister. our elder sister's baby inside her womb.....

this is the wonder of US (girls, women). it only happen inside us. subhanallah. amazing! 

this is what it supposed to be during the 20th week of pregnancy, which is my sister is currently in.

currently, at the 20th week. da besar la kan? da cukup sifat! 

what actually happen is that, she went to the hospital expecting to see her baby via USG. very excited! however, expect the unexpected...her baby is not in a good condition. physically, everything is just fine, but, looking inside...jantung baby....pumping action occurs, but... doktor ckp...ni doktor la ckp...jantung berfungsi ok, tp, no blood flow seen in the u/s. huh?she went to 4 hospital to confirm it. with hope that 1 hospital would say " your baby is ok!" however....

 so, actually, it's really "kun faya kun". xtau nape. tp baby xde darah. supposingly, darah tu will be seen on the image as white. tp xde. hitam je. so, doktor pon ckp, btau my sis, ur baby got no hope. either you abort the baby, or let it die inside your womb and after then we take it out. mcm sedih giler lah kan? huh? so, currently, she's unable to do the abortion. she choose to wait till the baby's heart stop pumping. inside her! ya ALLAH, subhanALLAH. 

so skrang, every nite, nak tdo...menunngu saat baby pergi. kakak saya terpaksa melalui saat sedih tu lebih lama lg. semoga kakak saya tabah menghadapi ujian. anybody, lets pray for her. insyaALLAH...ALL IS WELL.

"ALLAH janji tok bagi ape yg kita perlu, bukan ape yg kita mahu"

"ujian ALLAH tu hanya untuk hamba2NYA yg DIA tahu mampu nak tanggung. oleh itu, bersabar lah menghadapi ujianNYA, sebab kita MAMPU!"

"kekuatan xkan datang, tp ia perlu dibina."

selepas berusaha, berdoa lah. DIA lah yg lebih mengetahui setiap sesuatu.