give and take

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. assalamualaikum, di subuh yg hening ni terjaga kol 5.50 a.m. mb sbb da biasa bgn n otak tros berfungsi tok siapkan anak2 ke sekolah. pg ni bgn pon pk nak buat sarapan ape, tp bile dgr suara abah mengaji, ok back to reality i am currently HOME. ahhh... it feels so good to be in this bed. but it cost me not able to look at the kids morning face. bgn dgn mata terpisat2. mintak air, nak kencing la, tolong bkk kan lampu la, nak mntk bwk bekal la bagai. yes, currently, i really miss them. may ALLAH protect them. insyaALLAH.

si botak2. haha. how can i not miss them?

setiap pagi mandikan, suapkan mkn, semoga jadi anak yg soleh. insyaALLAH.

the saying give and take is really applicable in almost every single thing we do. don't u agree with me? haha.

the same feeling when i think about myself getting married. i can never babysit them like i did this week. nak jumpe pon mestila ,akin susah. masing2 dah dengan kehidupan masing2. the same goes to my parents. of course ler pemimpin sy akn benarkan balik melawat. tp mungkin x sekerap time bujang ni. hujung minggu balik.

that's why every step we take may lead to something new. so, aku nasihatkan pada kawan2 sume, before amik keputusan tok kahwin, sila fikir masak2. it really is a very big decision to be made. insyaALLAH, lepas kahwin akan menikmati satu lg fasa kehidupan, tp kite akan kehilangan nikmat berkasih sayang dgn ibu and abah. to all the boys jgn lupe tanggungjawab akan berterusan samapai dah lepas kahwin. to all the girls tanggungjawab akan lebih utama kepada suami. sbb tu la rase sayu je hati ni bile kenangkan diri ni dah nak meninggalkan ibu and abah. n berkhidmat tok parents si suami plak. sbb tula selagi aku sebelum kahwin ni aku try as much as possible berkhidmat tok ibu and abah. tp still, xleh nak lawan jasa ibu and abah terhadap aku nih. sigh. =(

jadi kawan2, selagi ibu and abah tu masih boleh nak panggil2 kite, kite masih berpeluang tok melihat wajah mereka, and dengar suara mereka, sila lah embrace the moment. sbb satu hari nnt, either mereka tinggalkan kite, kite pon mungkin akan meninggalkan mereka. kurangkanlah memberatkan sesuatu yg lagha seperti facebook, twitter, korea, game, and bla3. jgn biarkan ibu and abah pggl smpai nak terkeluar anak tekak br nak dtg. kalau boleh, jgn la dibiarkan kudrat senja tu buat mcm2 kerja lg, pastu tgk je. sepatutnye, kte org muda ni volunteer! mcm ibu selalu ckp jgk lah..."buat baik dgn semua org. jgn berkira, sbb balasan tu milik ALLAH..." experience must have thought them well, so xyah la resist tok ikut.

now, back to normal. kinah gi siapkan jahitan lahhhhh! haha. k la. tata. =D