6 month to go!!!

this holiday might be my last holiday with my beloved family. i mean, yela sebulan sepanjang2 cuti dok umah. aku rase da kawen sok, kene teman encik suami je la kot. haha. xtau la it is somthing to be happy about or sad about. haih. so, sume member2 kelas da start dgn FYP. termasuk lah member last minute aku kak bar. huh! xmengenang budi! bagai kacang lupekan kulit! *drama2*

so, actually, bukannye aku xnak start cari tajuk tok FYP tu, tp sbb tula. sbb, err, sebab...nnt la, pk lu jap. haha.

so, aku kire2, total adela sebulan full aku dok kat melaka ni menjaga anak2 yg sedang membesar. i was left alone with 5 kids. the eldest is 13 years old and the youngest is about 2-3 maybe? HAH! i was totally like in a training of being a mother. konon! jauh lg la kan. tp ok la, even penat gak la, bgn pg buat sarapan diorg gi sekolah, msk lunch, suap mkn, kemas umah, sidai kain, and bla3, tp aku still ade mase tok online, tgk tv. ku rase, kalau aku jd suri rumah nnt, aku sebenarnye byk masa tok melakukan aktiviti2 yg berfaedah. hurm. pk2 jap. tp kalau keje x la kot. last nite one of my nephew demam plak, muntah2. kesian. even terpaksa bgn kol 2.30 pg, aku sabarkan juga. pergh! penyabar gak aku ni rupe nye. :p

last weekend, my fiancee gi kursus kahwin and he was so very excited. setiap kali die balik i will ask and he will tell me what he learn from the course. ok la, hujung2 tu ade gak la gaduh2 manja sket. haha. and starting from that very day, beriya2 die suruh aku plak pergi cepat2. haha. insyaALLAH. sabar ye. betol gak, kalau dikirakan, tggl 6 month je lg pon yg tggl. bkn byk sgt masa tok aku bazirkan since persiapan aku still boleh dikatakan 0%. haih. tula, selalu bertangguh. duh!

tp ape yg aku perasan perubahan encik tunang lepas gi kursus tu, he's becoming a husband that i am dreaming of, even not totally but closer to it. lebih memimpin. i like it. peoples change. may me, myself ponnnn. haha. insyaALLAH.

selamat hari raya. =D