Dia murung, ;(

okay, i blom cite lg pasal my love of my life selepas my beloved family. so his name is FAIZAL. i used to call him abi. mana i dpt pon i xtau. but i find it suits him. he's tall, dark, and yes not that handsome to any other eyes yg tgk selain i. but to me, bkn nk ckp "cita tu buta". tp when u know him the real HIM, no matter how, sooner or later u'll see how beautiful he is! okay, the first time i met him pon, honestly i takot gler n lari. like "owh mom, please help me out!!!" tp the chemistry is there i think. pas jumpe pertama kali tu, he called a few times, (many actually). and i pon xtau what opens my heart to try. and YES! that's the thing yg i rase i insyaALLAH xkan regret sampai bila2. coz, i brani potong kuku lah! he is the only guy yg :

1) accept me the way i am

2) tahu ape yg dia nak.

3) mmg sumpah sgt lah xromantik, (LANGSUNG!) tp sgt nak mencuba tok jd. (what makes him soooooooo CUTE! )

4) older than me and MATURED! 

5) a type of guy yg memiliki kewarasan lebih dr keinginan. 

mcm2 lagi lah kan, nnt aku promote lebih2 kang, ramai lak berderet cari. haih. bukan leh caye! ;p

so today, my boyfie xde mood. and aku ni pon leh tahan bengap gak la bab2 nak pujuk2 ni. jap lagi aku ulang2 "sabar la, abi kan kuat, boleh buat", "xpela, ALLAH nak uji, abg sabar jela", "nak buat mcm mane? die tu kan bos abg", "xpela. kina kan ade" so tu jela pusing2 ayat yg akan aku ckp. tp aku ni kat mane pon aku xtau. he used to ask me to cheer him up. tp mcm S.E.N.G.A.L! lol. honestly:

 tp mcm mane? so, aku pon decide tulis entry ni khas tok abi. if u're reading over there sayang! ;)

yes! i do. marry me would you? ;)

u did, sayang! ;)

so conclusionnye, to my abi, problem mmg lah dtg n pergi. tp kina akan dtg n dtg lgi! hehehehe. xmalu kan? i sayang u! ;p

sometimes, ape yg kite buat mmg might nmpk bodoh, simple, boring, but keep the WOW in you. si kacak! si manis! 

me and abi: 

okeh, jom smbg study. hehehe. missing him badly. lol!