oh my abah

Ehem2. Lame dah xmeneruskan blogging activity ni. Keinginam tu ada, tp kesempatan tu yg payah smet nak caro. Hihu. So last tuesday, hp aku yg da lama berjasa punah juga. Sob3 lama xlama jgk la. Dlm 2 thn stgh ada kot. Tp sbb pakai duit sendiro twrasa jgk la. Tp aku ada la spare another hp. Walaupun hp lg 1 tu pon da kokak la jgk, tp boleh la nak pakai. Tp da tentu la 1 no aku da xpakai sbb hp tggl 1. Habis nangis la scandal aku yg laen. Poyo je. Yg 1 pon xterjaga. Miahaha.

Nak dijadikan cerita abah sayu kot tgk, aku da ckp byk kali xpayah, tp abah atas dasar kasih sayangnya kat aku pon belikan aku another hp sebijik mcm adik aku. I was thinking about wonder. Tp abah da belikan yg mini pon da ok sgt dah. Free kot. Sape nak bg? Terima kasih abah. At least l kwn2 aku xleh da la nak gelakkan aku xde wifi la viber la and segala jadah nye. Haha. Bangga jap.

Persetankan segala apa yg org lain nak ckp. Tp aku tetap berbangga dgn pemberian ayahanda ku ini. I love u daddy. :)

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exam mode?

okay, its been long since the last update. actually i do have so many things that i really think that i would and want to share. its just....i am have what so called mim alif lam sin = rajin punye penyakit. hahaha. ok, my mom used to say that kata2 tu 1 doa, so please do pray good things.

berkaitan dgn itu, i am still in my exam week. yeah, U lain sume da habis. ok, congrats! haha. my friend and i still struggling for our paper. but actually xbape nak struggle sgt la coz i've been watching 49 days since last nite and half day of today.

the story quite slow, but the story line is different from other typical korean drama. so, ok la. acceptable la for a person yg bkn kaki korea. haha.

moral of the story yg i dpt from this drama, mcm we never know how much time left for us to be with our family, friends and lovers. just use the time wisely but in the way of still enjoying it. tp me myself yg x mempraktik kan bende tu. yes, its easier said than done. tp since when kan? since when do i need to behave like this. HE has promise us with so many good things if and only if we spend our time wisely. but still most of us terpesong. yes, including me. lol! haha.

this evening, when i was sitting alone, by myself, my mind keep on thinking of the past. korg penah x? ke penyakit aku sorg je? haih. i used to be very bad. bad in the sense of BAD. boleh dikatakan sume jenayah kanak2, remaja, sume aku buat dulu. but things change. i am trying to be better. and i use term trying coz, proses tok menjadi seseorg yg lebih baik tu xkan pernah tamat. sebab, berubah itu adalah sifat manusia. kekal itu adalah sifatNYA sahaja oke. 

i can still remember how other people used to look at me. all i can do is pray to ALLAH that sume org yg pernah teraniaya disebabkan aku, dgn serendah2 hati nya, i am sorry... 

its your past, may i be your only future.

alhamdulillah, dikurniakan sihat tubuh badan lagi hari ini. dpt tersenyum di pagi hari. hahaha. tq ALLAH. semalam yg penuh emosi, biarlah ditinggalkan begitu. heeee. cume hopefully i xkan diarah dgn sebegitu cara lagi. and sometimes, i teringat mcm mana ajar budak2 kecil bila buat salah mintak maaf, bila org buat baik, or bagi sesuatu ucap terima kasih. bak kata lecturer i semalam, kata org melayu? tinggi budi bahasa? api, kene simbah minyak...WOOOOOO~!

let go of it kinah!

ok, done! =)

his past, my past, your past, their past, its still the same,, the past. the farthest thing from us. bak kata org, berdarah manis mcm2 dugaannya. syaitan tu musuh umat islam yg nyata yg dah berjanji sejak zaman nabi adam lagi bahawa mereka akan terus menerus menggoda manusia.lagi2 dekat dgn menjadikan sesuatu yg haram itu halal, semakin byk godaannya. time iniah imah intu berfungsi! nafsu amarah itu merupakan pintu kepada syaitan untuk masuk ke dalam diri manusia ini. makanya? jgn marah? kita bkn malaikat, tp apa yg kita perlu buat? sabar, solat dan doa. itu tipsnya. hahaha. amalkan x? in progress. hehehe. xpelah! yg penting ada usaha kan?

semalam, lepas tgk bende2 yg xpatut itu, syaitan terus menyelinap masuk ke dalam diri ni, mula lah rasa sedih yg gile2 sedih, marah yg giler2 marah. jadi? tros tdo, niat maafkan sume org, meletakkan akal sebagai raja dan bukan hati. alhamdulillah, hopefully today will be a better yesterday again! =)

*p/s: abi, i am so very sorry. hahahaha!

sape xmakan cili, xkan rasa pedasnye...

owh! minggu yg sumpah memenatkan giler bab! ya ALLAH, tggl sehari, tp peritnye... hati dah lame kat umah. sejak last wiken lg kot. sbb my lovely mom dtg Banting itu hari. sbb konon2 byk sgt test, i x pegi. konon2 alasan wiken ni da nak balik umah 4 our mid sem break. apakandaya...

mcm biasalah! bekal ibu n abah xpenah miss. terima kasih ibu n abah! love byk3! kasih x terhingga! =D

hand made food from my mama! terima kasih ibu!

mcm tu la dr sekecik tapak tgn sampai la i da sebesar padang bola ni haaaa...ibu sentiasa akan bwkkan bekal. even abang n kakak i yg dah kawen, da ade anak berderet pon setiap kali nak balik ke rumah mereka, or ble2 ibu nak gi ke rumah mereka, mesti ade je yg ibu bwkkan! time kat asrama MRSM dulu, slalu la setiap wiken akan ade habuan tok roomate n floormate. heeee. skrang, setiap kali nak balikje mesti ibu siapkan sekali tok housemate yg lain. dok la hai pk kawan2 suke ape. tp anak nye cume i sorg je dlm umah ni. hurm. mcm tu la. kasih ibu n abah xterhingga. sampai kawan2 i sume dpt. hurm *jeles* :p

xsabar nak tggu esok! habis je segala urusan esok, aku vrrrooooooooooommm! tros nak ke TBS beli tiket bas! hahahaha! mcm main explorace plak! tp teramat sgt xsabar! urggghhhh!

so, beberapa hari ni, i dok la memasak ntah pape tok habiskan segala khazanah kat dalam peti ais tu haaaa.. last sekali tggl udang. xde bawang, xde cili, ikan bilis tggl bpe eko je. nak masak ape? last2 gi la hai menagih bawang kat jiran sebelah cik ana. habiskan kentang, plak, bapak banyak giler cekodok kentang yg jadi? rezeki jiran sebelah. tp kesian la diorg sbb rupe bentuk die dah sgt distorted sbb i was so very penat td. hahahaha. atie juara makan cekodok kentang! she is the first person to eat, samapai i dah nak habis goreng 1 tupperware adunan yg sgt besar tu pon she's still eating it. lol! 

udang plak, aku habiskan dgn jadi nasi goreng yg pelik rasanye sbb xde cili padi. tp diorg sume ckp ok je. mungkin sbb aku je yg makan cili dgn excessivenye. hahahaha

alifah sgt trauma dgn masakan i sbb die akan sentiasa rasa pedas. even in this fried rice. walaupon xde sebiji cili pon yg dimasukkan. hahaha! maaf alifah! :p

tetibe terduduk n terbayang kehidupan di rumah bersama suami n mentua yg masak meme xdop pakai kari. (bakal mother in law org kelantan). so i tros. i'm gonna miss my mom even more. =(

but that's the risk yg kte kene ambik once we decided to get married. you are not just married to your beloved hubby but also to his family. i know the risk, and i am learning to accept the truth. insyaALLAH. 

pray for my best. insyaALLAH, 'everything's gonna be oke' (abi punye favorite line! :p)

If something makes you more upset than happy, then they aren't worth your time.

i'm stressed out last week. ramai (lebih dr sorg according to my aunty, means byk :p) ramai gler yg terserempak dgn i simply says

"eh! kina da nikah ke? ckp btol2! da nikah eh?" 
i was like...
"eh! blom laaa...next year insyaALLAH..kenape?" 
then she simply reply to me "owh...nape chubby sgt? nnt jgn lupe jemput tau!" 


 then, i tros...ok, diam n straightly jalan ke hadapan....

gain weight. arggghhhhh! the one thing yg sgt lah i xsuke! yes, meniaki tgga berat badan tu mudah, xpenat pon, boleh dibuat dgn suke hatinye... hahahaha... tp tang nak turun tu....haih...T.T

so, currently, sedang berusaha. sejauh mana keberkesanannye. hahahaha. tp, nak sihat punye pasal..selain drp tu sbb towards that very day, mestilah lebih3 lg nak jaga. org slalu ckp

nnt diet giler3 b4 kawen, lepas kawen tros zaaaaappppp! besar!


for certain case it might be true. but i know my body better lah kan? so, i am having problem with my metabolic rate. it can be categorized low. hahaha. xpe la. ALLAH knows the best. HE will give me what i need, not what i want. kan? so, alhamdulillah. i am so very healthy if to be compared to some people. so, what i need to do right now is to take a good care of it. insyaALLAH. to be skinny is not my aim. my main objective is to be healthy! bring back my BMI into normal range. daaaahhhh! kantoi dah overweight! hahaha. no lah! but really2 almost overweight!

so, what did i do? i try my best not to eat any medicaation coz i love my kidney. heeee~

first thing first, i start to control my calorie intake. so, sometimes its quite tiring to look at the food that you really love to eat but you are unable to eat it coz it covers too much calories of the day. T.T so, xtau nak buat ape sbb slalu sgt lari dr landasan nih! hahahaha! xpe2, keep on trying! =)

secondly, workout! i love to this! since my housemate used to say that i am having low limb obesity. hahahaha. not funny oke. its the truth! 2 dimension in one body! hahaha. so, my workout particularly to reduce the obesity of my lower limb, and of course to boost up my metabolic rate! insyaALLAH. based on my reading, it might help. hahaha. usaha! itu yg penting! but i enjoy it. really!=)

so, who wanna join me? tomorrow? why not today? right now? right this second? keep on delaying good thing again? haih... go and change!

cut the fat! lets be healthy! =)