KAKI

lepas solat maghrib berjemaah dgn abah td, duduk bace doa n pastu standard la salam, mintak ampun n restu dr parents tercinta. alhamdulillah. bangga mempunyai ibu n abah yg begitu hebat sekali dlm membesarkan anak2 yg ramai. kadang2, rasa malu nak mengaku i am their child. yela. sbb perangai yg mcm na'uzubillah!

lepas salam, sambil duduk2, usap2 la kaki abah. nampak la kat tepi buku lali da mula terbonjol2 keluar. based on my reading, in medical, we called it as varicose vein. eceh...ni la tajuk assignment presentation pathology i aritu. tetibe, abah pon ckp, "kalau kire2 langkah, agak2nye da sampai Arab Saudi dah abah jalan. kalau xsampai Arab Saudi pon, mungkin da sampai Perlis ulang alik 2-3 kali sepanjang hidup abah ni. " n i reply, "ye, saya percaya. saya pon rase da sampai jaoh tu. =) "

i am now almost 22, soon going to be a fiancee, the next thing i know, i will be a wife. insyaALLAH. abah n ibu pon da berusia. rasa mcm baru semalam i tgk abah berdiri dpn cermin cukur janggut n misai sebelum pergi kerja, mcm br mggu lepas amek upah bukak butang baju polis abah. rasenye mcm br pg td ibu mandikan pakai air panas, br semalam ibu tolong basuhkan baju kasut sekolah. betapa rindu nye kat ibu n abah even they are around me.

sepanjang hari ni, pg2 td abah da keluar beli belanja tok masak2, ptg td teman abah pergi beli sikit perabot tok cantik kan mahligai yg abah n ibu dah bina kan tok kami adik beradik.

currently, i rase sgt berdebar, sedih, n takot. emosi sume mcm sume masuk dlm mixer. T.T

kerja pertama saya! =)

yeeeeaaaa! penat sebenarnye. hurm. bgn pg ni lewat sgt. kol 10! hee...xpenah tdo blk lepas subuh, penah kot, tp jarang giler. hurm. rase rindu banget dgn tilam n bantal! =)

bgn je dr tdo, basuh muke tros gi tolong ibu kat belakang. arini abah petik sawit. sawit da start gugur ke tanah sbb da masak sgt. ko mengutip la kite pg td. sedang mengutip, ade plak ternampak sesuatu!

haaaa!!!

i baru je igt...eh! sape yg buang baby ni? tp ble pusing baby da ade gigi penoh ke? pastu tros gi lari2 kat ibu. tunjuk la my founding! pastu ibu gelak je kat i kan...npe? "itu rangka ketek la..." (ketek tu a.k.a. monyet ye kwn2) i pon tros tgk blk kat bhg eye socket tu...haah la...besar! alhamdulillah...xde sape anak sape2 yg terbunuh blkakang umah aku ni...=)

penat da kutip biji sawit n agkt sawit, ibu amekkan bauh kelapa. minum air kelapa segar! so, sbb tu la i pon xpenah beli air kelapa kat luar. coz i know how the original taste like. =)

sbb da ptg, tros la bg mkn tok ayam2 kat blakang umah. dinner tok mereka! hehehe. ibu masak mknn ayam i sume standard org makan tau! ade sayur, lauk2. lengkap segala zat galian! sbb tu ayam kampung saya gemuk! hehehe. 

ayam2 sebelum ibu dtg...

selepas ibu dtg, sume ayam dtg berkejar2 dtg kat ibu. heeee~ xsempat ibu nak letak kat tempat mkn lg mereka da serang. hehehe.

ok, ibu ckp i xreti bg mkn kat ayam besar! i layak bg mkn kat ayam2 kecik ni je. bg mkn dedak n jagung hancur. bkn mcm ayam besar td. bg mkn nasi n lauk pauk! 

ni la kehidupan saya di kampung tercinta. sebab tu, bg la cuti 4 bulan sekali pon, i will never feel bored of being home. alhamdulillah. terima kasih ALLAH. 

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thank you ALLAH..=D

alhamdulillah...selamat sampai ke kampung terchenta...naik bas dr TBS kol 11.30am. mcm biasa la, bas nak berhenti bg org turun buang air...tp i yg ade rase nak terkucil ni tahan je...xnak! nak balik cepat3! so, sampai je, turun2 je dr bas....alhamdulillah...i miss this air...i almost forgot how it feels like. fresher than in KL...

balik2 je, tros ibu bg mkn. nasi putih, sambal tumis yg yummy hasil tgn abah, n kicap of course! alhamdulillah. tmbah 2 kali. heeee~ pastu, tros la da kekenyangan, tertidur setelah penat tggu abi yg hilang tetibe...huhuhu...da asar je abah tros kejut solat n gi bandar batu pahat. ble naek kete abah je rase owh! tingginye! biasa kan naek viva biru. hehehe... terigt dulu mase abah br beli kete tu, ibu mcm bising2 jgk la. tp skrang ibu yg suke giler naek kete tu sbb tggi. ibu ckp " boleh nampak byk2 kete kat jalan, luas pemandangan.." hehehe..ibu i rendah sahaja. pastu, tmbah plak dgn jarang keluar. so, peluang2 yg sket2 tu pon digunakan 2 the fullest. skrang, anak2 bwk kete baru pon xnak naek, sbb kete xtggi. ibu xnmpk luar sgt. hehehe..ye, ibu saya comel! =)
alhamdulillah...

makan tgh hari, ditemani ibu. ibu konon2 nak kemas2 umah sebab nak masuk bulan 2. hehehe.pastu tros berhenti ble i sampai. borak3. nmpk sgt ibu rase sgt rindu kat i. i miss u too ibu. sebak sgt rase dada ble pk blk bende2 yg i buat2 skrang with them xlama lg akan jd limited. i'm gonna miss them a lot! =(
alhamdulillah, masih berpeluang nak jumpe...

petang tu, gi la batu pahat. selesaikan masalah modem saya yg xsehat dr haritu lg.
alhamdulillah. da okay! =)

blk dr bt pahat, abah ajak gi kedai feberet ngeteh kedai putih. i pon rase da lame sgt xmkn roti canai. "bang, air suam 1, roti kosong 1 ye. terima kasih" heeee~ 5-10 minit kemudian, roti mali ooooo....yummy2! sedap2! =)
alhamdulillah masih ade nikmat sihat tok rasa sedap...

pastu, blk2 ibu risau la abah xmkn dr siang sampai la nak gi surau td...pastu, i pon ckp la td da ngeteh sket. abah minum air kopi n kuih kat kedai td. ok lettew. ibu kate: " abah ko tu xnak mkn, xnak mkn. nak diet, xnak makan. tp sekali mkn byk2 tok simpan lame2 nnt xyah makan" hahahahaha! we both burst into laughter!  my mom always speak spontaneously, naively, and honestly. she mean no harm and due to her sincerity, it may look like lawak pandai! coz, ble u pk blk nnt ape my mum ckp, u mesti akan ckp "haah la, btol jgk". to anyone yg penah meet my mum, they'll know.
alhamdulillah.

abah sgt la kina...kina...kina...hahahaha! i miss u too abah! so, diet plan tertunda nmpknye sbb nak membahagiakan ibu n abah yg rasenye mcm dah lame xmkn properly sbb yela, dok ber2 je...insyaALLAH, nak masak n belaja masak sedap2 dgn ibu! =)

"alhamdulillah. terima kasih ALLAH sebab masih bg kina peluang tok menikmati kasih sayang mereka, n masih lg bg kina peluang untuk berkhidmat tok mereka. xkan mungkin kina dpt balas sume budi mereka, tp selagi kina mampu, kina cube yg terbaik! insyaALLAH..."

helps others to help you!

ok, while i am busy "onlining", hahahha! i found this video. it's so very good! understand the meaning behind it. buat baik kat org, don't ask for anything in return coz HE knows the best how u r going to be repay...

Help others where and when you can, for someday it may be your turn to receive that help! When it comes your turn embrace it!

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yes! that's me! =(

looking at my fb page AGAIN! huh...kadang2, mmg da xde ape pon yg nak tgk kat page yg lagha ni. hahahaha. lagha sbb salah sendiri okeh! ;p

see?

so, there we go. korg ape? i am B+! so, dlm gambar tu ckp, easy to lose focus ouch! er. i guess its a yes! korg cube bayangkan jela...i can stay to look at my books or note for not more than half an hour. kdg2, 15 min pon ssh nak dpt! sigh...cth nye...mcm br je td ni...dok online2, pastu...jeng3! i jumpe 1 page photography. so diorg ni amek la upah amek2 gambar2 org kawen and i was so excited! mcm cantik nye....(tetibe xsbar nak kawen! ;p gatai!) tp, so, i troskan pencarian dgn scroll more pictures, pastu scroll for more photographer! more pictures! cantik3! 

tp, cantik ke x ke, tu pon subjektif! i rase ade je gambar yg diorg amek xcantik. so tros close tab. survey harga lagi. so agak2, bajet duit simpanan cukup x nak upah 1? i ade interested dgn 1 ni...package RM1250 nikah n sanding pompuan je, the other 1 RM1500 tok nikah, sanding pompuan n laki! (sanding die tu means siap dgn outdoor skali) mcm nice je. better amek RM1500 tros kan? so, next sem kene berjimat extra sket! da lame i xmenabung ni! haih...

jadi, sronok lak! i rase, mcm nak pkai pink, or mb blue...tgk la lu camne. tp papehal pon, kene simpan duit dulu! sbb, my hubby mmg xkan la nak bende2 ni! hurm. tu la payah..laki ni...sume2 nak simple2 je...sume nak ala kadar...tp nak awek cantik2...xnak plak ala kadar...hurm...

kale sket lebih kurang mcm ni la! hee~ 

nak amek gambar ala2 mcm romantik2 gitu...hahahaha! tp mcm mustahil la...sbb my hubby tu, mmg amek gambar biasa pon senyum nak kene ajar....lg nak posing gini2? wat jd gelak je kang! hahahaha! ;p

HAAAAAAAA!!!tgk! kan br cko td...ade distraction sket je pon da melalut sampai mane...haih...nak cite pasal da dpt cth jawapan, laen lak yg i cite panjang2... T.T